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Wednesday, 30 December 2009

  • more time- need to breathe

    I promised you the world again
    Everything within my hands
    All the riches one could dream
    They will come from me

    I hoped that you could understand
    That this is not what I had planned
    Please don't worry now
    It will turn around

    Cause I need more time
    Just a few more months and we'll be fine
    So say what's on your mind
    Cause I can't figure out just what's inside

    I hoped that you could understand
    That this is not what I had planned
    Please don't worry now
    It will turn around

    Cause I need more time
    Just a few more months and we'll be fine
    So say what's on your mind
    Cause I can't figure out just what's inside
    So say alright
    Cause I know we can make it if we try
    Cause I need more time
    Just a few more months and we'll be fine

    We're off to new lands
    So hold on to my hands
    It's gonna be alright
    It's a whole lot brighter
    So stand by the fire
    It's gonna be alright
    Yeah, the road gets harder
    But it's not much farther
    It's gonna be alright
    You know that it ain't easy
    Please believe me
    It's gonna be alright

    Please don't worry now
    It will turn around

    Cause I need more time
    Just a few more months and we'll be fine
    So say what's on your mind
    Cause I can't figure out just what's inside
    So say alright
    Cause I know we can make it if we try
    Cause I need more time
    Just a few more months and we'll be fine

Saturday, 26 December 2009

  • Have you ever  wondered which hurts the most?
    Saying something and wishing you hadn't? or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest  things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. If you do, they might break your heart...if you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to become a  couple because you were so afraid  of losing what you already had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and  whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart  what to do.
    It does it on its own....when you least suspect it, or even when you don't want it  to. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other  person was too afraid to let you?
    Too many of us stay walled up because we are too afraid to care too  much...for fear that the other person does not care as much, or even at  all. Have you ever denied your feelings for someone because your fear of rejection was too hard to handle? We tell lies when we are afraid... afraid of what we don't know, afraid of what others will  think, afraid of what will be found out about us. But every  time  we tell a lie, the thing we fear grows  stronger. Life is all about risks and it requires you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder  what they would have done, or could  have  had. * What would you do if every time you fell in love you had to say  good-bye? *What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be  there? *What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? (even if it is that you don't care  anymore)*What would you do if you loved someone more than ever and you couldn't have them? *What would you do  if you never got the chance  to  say I am friends with all of my family and they know I love them?* People live, but people die.
    And I want to tell you that you are a  friend. If you died tomorrow , you would be in my heart!!! Would I be in yours? If you care about me as much as I  care about you, you will send this back. You might be best friends one year, pretty good friends the next year, don't talk that often the next, and don't want to talk at all the year after that. So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again  in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life,look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent  it to you if you consider them a friend as well. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends  you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend,
    someday you might feel like  you have NO FRIENDS at all, just remember this  and take comfort in knowing somebody out  there cares about you and .. always will.. I LOVE YOU!!!!

Friday, 18 December 2009

  • Currently
    Way I Am
    By Ingrid Michaelson
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    ramblingssssss

    i believe things may actually start looking up for me..i know, weird for me to say huh? i totally bought brand new sheets and a comforter, and the whole works...that way i can burn the sheets that danny ever touched! i still can't get passed my stupidity..but that's okay, you live you learn.

    things aren't what i want in the man department, but i feel like that could change any day now. at least i hope it will. i'm not sure, but hey, not knowing makes it all that more exciting. i'm happy with how things are. i'm not jumping for joy, but i'm content.

    i'm really upset about christmas this year. i hate christmas...it just makes me miss Roman. but i always find solace in the fact that i can give people gifts that puts a smile on their face, and now, thanks to the fat bitch, i can't even do that this year. oh well...at least i have my real friends, and my family..as dysfunctional as they are, they're still pretty great. =]

    i'm just glad that i probably won't spend this month crying anymore...or at least i'll cut WAY back on it. january on the other hand...that's still up in the air. but we'll see how it turns out. i'm hoping to get back down to ohio for meg's graduation, but if i don't have a job i won't have money to, and if i have a job, i might not get time off. *sigh* damn lol.

    i hope things work out in the boy department of things. i realize it may not, but it would be lovely if it did. i can't ask for too much though, so for now i'm happy with the situation i am in currently. i can't wait to see what the new year brings...a whole new year to make new mistakes and learn lessons...

Tuesday, 15 December 2009

  • consider me gone

    Verse: 1
    Every time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather i can feel you all but shuttin' down.
    And when i need an explanation for the silence you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now.

    Bridge: 1
    What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here...

    Chorus:
    If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
    If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
    If you don't get drunk on my kiss
    If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
    Let's not drag this on
    Consider me gone

    Verse 2:
    With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean. there is nothing i've ever tried to hide.
    So when you leave me not knowin' where you're goin' i start thinkin' that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye.

    Bridge 2:
    How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me...

    Chorus:
    If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
    If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
    If you don't get drunk on my kiss
    If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
    Let's not drag this on
    Consider me gone.

    Consider me a memory.
    Consider me the past.
    Consider me a smile in an old photograph someone who used to make you laugh.

    If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
    If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
    Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on.
    Consider me gone.
    Consider me gone.
    Consider me gone.
    Just consider me gone

  • danny has left the building

    i finally did it. I kicked him out. He crossed the line more than i could forgive this time. it's his fault, and yet i feel...i don't know. but close to getting punched in the stomach..and for what? for nothing. i don't know what i'm more upset about...being lied to and hurt, or letting him effect me so...i just can't....i don't even know how to feel. it was extremely hard to let him go though...even harder that he didn't even care about it, or at least he didn't even try to fix it. although that's what danny does...he rather run away then try to fix anything. and who gets hurt? everytime? ME..i'm tired of hurting. and i'm so proud of myself for finally being able to get rid of him, but i'm still so sad that i was so easy to let go..he didn't care at all, and i think that may be why i'm crying...because yet again, another guy that i thought cared about me, didn't.

    i guess i have to stop blaming them...it must be me.

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  • Well, you already know my name...so what else can i tell ya? I'm 20, I live in Cedarburg. I have two cats, Riley and Dexter, who think they are dogs, yes, really. I work at The Odyssey Greek Family Restaurant...most of the time it's alright, but then again, sometimes i wouldn't mind shooting myself in the foot! lol There's not a whole lot to say about me i suppose. if there's anything you can't get out of this, or my entries, i guess you'll just have to ask! Have a good day =]

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  • Cookstergirl88
    sweet I hope you have a fun time!